My name is Mimi and I’m a chocoholic.
There, said it. Finally admitting what I and others have known for years, but haven’t had the balls to say out loud. But now that I’ve written it down, I’ve finally taken the first step to getting my life back.
What a load of tosh
Just because I written it down hasn’t stopped me craving chocolate – or eating it .🙄 I wish it had!
I’ve loved chocolate for as long as I can remember, but since having to give up work and being around the house all day bored out of my skull I’ve been eating more. And more. And more.
Now I know it’s not good for me, and I know that despite me (and others!) trying to say it is, it’s not part of my five a day. But I just can’t stop eating it.
The worst part is that my current favourite is white. Not ‘healthy-ish’ dark or even the OK milk. Nope, I love white chocolate 💖 And I can’t stop thinking about it. I wake up wondering if I have any hidden away somewhere, drive past shops that are easy to park outside so I can go and grab a bar. Or three……
At the moment I can’t stop. Even summer being round the corner can’t summon the willpower to eat a healthier diet. I’ve been looking at new swimsuits in the hope that this will do something to help. It doesn’t. 😕
I loved being three stone lighter than I am now, but I’ve also been ten stone heavier. So I figure that the way I am isn’t so bad.,,,
But I also know that it wouldn’t take long to get back to that size either……
Where on earth has my willpower gone?!?!